I am going to call people by made up names these are Not the actual names of the people!!!
Let's start at what first happened in 5th grade. I was sitting in music class watching Chicken Run and quoting all of the lines in the movie staring up at the t.v. (now im the kind of girl who is quiet, smart and a math nerd!!!) when all the guys in my class started coming up and sitting next to me to put their arm around me ... it was a joke and i knew that. so i carefully took their arm and took it from around me. Then this one guy in my class who was in football, pretty quiet, and emotional. he was one of those mushy guys he was sweet but i did the same thing but he kept doing it, he chased me around at recess and started hanging around with me and my friends it was fun and i grew used to it when he tried to hold my hand i jumped away like a bunny... he did it for amusement. After about a month he asked me "out" i said no because i didn't know what going "out" was.
In the begining of 6th grade i wrote him a letter that said i was sorry if i broke his heart when i said no and why, hoping we could be friends, he never replied and this is what happened next....
I am soooo mad at myself right now!!! I finaly took a chance a fell for a really nice guy in the 5th grade and I thought he liked me!! He even asked me "out"(it's when you just hang out like friends with him, his friends and your friends)towards the end of the school year and I said no because i didn't know what "going out" was and I continued with the school year and got used to him and his friend hanging out with me and my friends we had tons of fun memories! So then school ended and I didn't think about it that much. Then the first day of school he was still hanging out with us only he was going out with one of my friends, after a week they broke up, we didn't really talk or see each other than 2 quarters through the school year i saw him holding hands with some girl, i thought it was some kind of fling and didn't really care. they went out for four months, after 2 months i watched them everyday at the end of school kiss at the edge of the sidwalk (she made the first move) in front of the buses and it broke my heart to see them do that, but being me i didnt give up! i was going to get him back!! after they broke up i saw her walk past him the same day and they looked like they were going to kill each other! He waited until she was on her bus and i saw him say this with my eyes "Will you go out with me?" to the most popular girl in my grade! She had her friend with her, laughed, walked around in a circle and said yes. they hugged and he got on his bus and she walked away... they went out for 3 days then over the weekend she dumped him on the phone! A few days later i was sitting in english and the guy that sat in front of me was one of his friends and he's trying to set me up with guys all the time! He turned around and asked me who i liked, i did not answer he answered for me and said nemo's name and said consider you guys going out! I was so excited but i was nervous. i told my friends and they were excited for me. the next day at lunch he and his friends kept starring at me and my friends kept telling me to go sit with them, i didn't. when we got out to recess i was about to wave then, his ex. girl-friend came over with one of my friends. This is what they said... "He said no!!" I shrugged trying to be strong and walked away. After we were out of sight my friends told me how sorry they were. Then, my bestest friend ran back to him and asked him out for me again. She said he said "EWW!!" but didn't sound all that grossed out. And all of his friends told him to say yes!!! I think he did like me he didn't want to admit it! I told my friends and they kept asking him if he would go out with me and he kept saying no! My little sister knew about all of this and looked him up on facebook!!! She sent him a letter from my mom's account saying she knew he liked me and to just tell me strait out that he did. That was at 2 p.m. he wrote back at 5 p.m.!! This is what his message said "ummmmmmmm i dont know how to say this but i have no feelings for sariah whatsoever the thing in fifth grade was just joking around sorry for the misunderstanding" i was so heart broken, and to make it worse, my mom was the one who discovered the message!!! The next day we went to school. i knew he told his friends i was so embarressed i wanted to disappear! He came to school and at the end of the day when i thought i couldn't get anymore embarressed, one of his friends got on the bus and told me that he wanted to talk to me asap, i said ok and turned back around, during the ride they were talking to him on the phone and teasing me, they said he loves you so much! Do you want to talk to him? i did not respond. Lets skip through a week.. he didn't come to school monday! i didn't know where he was and frankly i didn't really care. He didn't come to school until friday and i was ok with that on friday right before break i was walking to the bus and there he was with his friends playing around. He looked at me i, i looked at him with my "poker face" and got on the bus. I was happy to get off of school. On sunday after church my mom was checking her facebook and came across a letter from one of his friends. it said " they r not friends because no offence to u but your daughter sariah harasses him. so tell her to back off k? love, nemo, and his two friends. my mom said she didn't picture me as the harassing type so she just deleted it... and i was thinking "great another thing to worrry about during break!" when we got back to school i acted as if i didn't know about it and it worked, it seemed like his friends were avoiding me... the next day GUESS what happened?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?
Really guess!!! i want to see what you think will happen!!!
TO BE CONTINUED!!!!!!........
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